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I genuinely think if I was pretty I could have sum friends irl, don't get me wrong! I love ALL my online friends :333
But I just wish I could have someone to spend lunch breaks or smth..
It's actually pretty embarassing being alone in school breaks, and having to eat lunch alone.. Uhh! sends shivers down my spine, it's like the thought of someone noticing I'm all alone makes me feel embarassed and uncomfortable,
I used to have friends, but then they got popular and stuff.. I don't wanna sound like one of those girls in the cringe American movies (USA, because America is the whole continent) that get left out and stuff but they're actually super pretty, I wish had light blue eyes, gorgeous platinum blonde hair, got rid of my fcking freckles, get shorter, get developed properly (which I doubt I will)..
I'm tired of having to be on my phone or computer all day bc I don't have any friends irl, but I think it's cool too, knowing so many people (at least 4 me), that actually wanna talk to me and bmf hehe.
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StaerTheStar
I totes understand ur problem (⇀‸↼‶). I used to be really, really ugly when I was younger, and I'm not just saying it to try and relate to u. I'm pretty tall for a girl, 5'7.5 or 175cm, but when I was going through puberty, I had no boobs or butt, so I def looked more lanky than skinny. I also had really bad buck teeth, didn't know how to style my natural curls, and had a mustache. I was overall always ugly, and no matter what I did, I never felt cute. I didn't know how 2 style myself, how 2 be more mature and get rid of my kiddy hobbies, or even how 2 calm down and not be so energetic all the time. Still, I wasn't really insecure or anything. I just talked 2 people like normal, and my bubbly, excitable personality won ppl over. I'm not saying ur ugly so u need to have a good personality to compensate; I'm just saying that u could think ur ugly, but if you don't let that bring u down and try 2 talk 2 ppl like normal, you'll definitely be able to gain friends!
I've def grown prettier; my boobs and butt have come in, I got braces, and now they're off so I look even better, learned how to do my hair, gained weight to not look too lanky, and I learned how 2 dress. It's made making friends easier for sure; ppl no longer talk abt my looks or make fun of me for being ugly, but ik some pretty ppl that just have followers and no friends bc they have no personality. Honestly, confidence is really key. As long as you have good hygiene, a good smell, and a fun personality, no matter what you do, ppl will wanna be ur friend!!
Also, don't demean urself by trying 2 conform to misogynistic, Eurocentric beauty standards. U don't need blond hair and blue eyes to be pretty. You don't need to be short and have the clearest, most pale skin. Everyone is beautiful (except for younger me, holy shit I was chopped (￣▽￣"")) , and trying to conform to a certain mold would literally eradicate all the beauty in the world. If u need proof of that, look at ppl who live in Utah. They r all Mormons who need to conform to strict beauty standards while also trying to stand out, so that's y they all look...like that.
ily so much, genuinely, it did make me feel better :3
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B_Na
“ It's actually pretty embarassing being alone in school breaks, and having to eat lunch alone.. Uhh! sends shivers down my spine”
It sends shivers down my spine too with only imagine it :(
But hey, you have things that they don’t, I’m sure they don’t have a cool SpaceHey profile or have your interests, you can make friends your way, and most importantly not only having them because you’re “popular” those are not real friends.
thx :3
I'm sure they don't even know what Spacehey is..
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That’s what makes you cooler ;3
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