Life is so boring and so hard

Learning to drive, getting kinda ready for college, while simultaneously dealing with a disabled mom, adult sister, step-dad who just kinda sucks half the time, and my brain working against me! My therapist is gonna consider meds if my depression and motivation don't get better, but I think it's just a fuck ton of variables like stress, the fact my seasonal depression is in the summer, the world sucking-- Y'know, normal stuff to make a teen really fucking sad. 

 Bright side, I have my bf. That's pretty cool. Keeping me sane the last few months! To think it's already been like four... Time is going by too quick!!!!! It feels like it should have been two!!!!

Hopefully when I get my license I can GET OUT OF THIS HOUUUSEEE!!!! UGGHHH!H!H!H!!!!1!!1!! FREE ME FROM THIS CAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGEEEEEEEEE!!!11!!!1

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