tomodachi life living the dream is so peak

I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH, tho im scared of getting to the highest level cus idk what will happend and ive refused to watch any videos about it aswell, so im just trying to enjoy it as much as i can, and that means enjoying it as slowly as possible, adding up the fact that my switch is not only mine but its also my brothers's, i have 2 older brothers and 1 older sister who im 2 years apart from AND MY 2 OLDER BROTHERS DONT LIVE WITH US ANYMORE so they take the switch to their homes and return it when they feel like returing it................

At least that means i get to enjoy it more when i do have it, but it is pretty annoying having to wait, since i always wanna play when I DONT HAVE IT and when i do i dont for some reason. Always happens the same: i join, i change something on the island, interact with my miis for a while, leave.  

NOW all of that could be 3 hours nonstop or just 30-15 min of playing...depending on many things such as if i add a new character (which in general doesnt happend much cus im lazy and i add a new character once every blue moon) or if im with friends oorrr if i play just to play something.

SOMETIMES ALL OF THAT make me feel guilty since DAMN AT LEAST I HAVE A SWITCH TO PLAY TOMODACHI ON and the game.. even if its sometimes¿¿, i guess i feel like i dont enjoy it like i should but at the same time i dont want to rush it since i dont want all the drama between my miis to end, and i still have a huge list of characters ill have to add someday when i feel like it (i only have like 23 characters i think, cant check since one of MY BROTHERS TOOK THE SWITCH) and i have a mix of IRL friends and characters i like so its fun seeing them interact an live togethr.

idk i just wanted to rant a bit lolz, sorry if its a little incomprehensible