I feel like an idiot smtimes

For context, I've been doing things like leaving this and that, cutting ties with old IRL friends, leaving GCs, just because I think I need to lock in for that hell of an exam which decides my freaking life, quite literally.

And let me tell ya, I am not a guy who can live alone (mentally). Physically, I can live alone; that's not a problem here. But right now, because of all the BS I've done just to "lock in," it's causing my ass to feel lonely. Holy cow, what can I say, bro? Such r3tarded behavior...

So, time to move on. I think it can all pretty much be balanced out, like talking with your friends at a specific time or studying using pomodoros, etc., etc.

Some personal notes for me:

If I don't stop getting distracted, then it will be a huge mess for future me. So block Reddit, Insta, etc., etc., and only use them when it's fun time (like 10:40 PM to 11:00 PM). That's healthy enough, I think.

BTW, I am gonna resume my calisthenics journey. Been a while. I remember the reason for quitting it was those fucking school exams, and now it's another exam. Gosh, give me some rest from all of these exams T-T

Yeah, I will update 'em! For now, my milestone will be to regain HSPU (handstand push-ups). Last time, I couldn't get anywhere near a planche, so I will try this time ^^

BTW, if you're seeing this, can we do 1 email a week instead of 1 email a month? Lemme know by email.