HELP PLEASE

theres this guy online named moon and we got in an argument but then he told my friend that he was sorry and he didnt receive any notifications bc he was on ps5. And he then said “i love her i dont wanna lose her” and i was like fine js tell him to add me right?

I have a disorder i wont share online and i get heated in the moment so then i was like maybe i like him too but then i told him i did too and now. Im sane. I dont like him AT ALL. I told him i wanted to stay as friends and idk what hes gonna reply. I rlly like someone at my sport and idk why i even thought of doing that, i made things so complicated and i wanna unfriend him but i feel bad. Can someone help me out

ANYONE AND EVERYONE CAN HELP IF THEY WANT ITS JS AN OPTION