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Broo Im so confused about my own feelings like DO I LIKE SOMEONE OR DO I JUST WANNA BE CLOSE TO THEM LIKE FRIENDS???? It's so confusing like I long to be close to someone but I'm so scared to get too comfortable or too close to anyone.
Like a month ago my ex boyfriend broke up with me and after that my body is in a shock if you can say that? Like I seriously don't know how to feel about anything anymore. I keep questioning everything all the time.
I really long to be close to someone and just show anyone my love but most people don't really understand it and sometimes I also don't understand it... Like sometimes I feel so in love for some odd reason but then if I think about it, it grosses me out to think of a friend as a romantic partner. It makes me want to pull away completely from everyone because I don't wanna go through the same things the whole time and obviously I have to take a break from the whole romantic thing. I just wish to have someone that I can show my love and appreciation for because it's too much for me to handle sometimes.
I feel also so clingy towards everyone and I also don't wanna be annoying at all I swear. I hate being annoying or making someone feel I guess bored or annoyed or whatever
Anyways.... That's all I have to say I guess.... Whatever..... Not like anyone cares.....
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Galantine
It's good that you're taking time to think about it. You care a lot, that's good! After going through a hurtful event, it's natural to seek out comfort, especially in friends. After breakups, love is now rogue, it has nowhere to go so it might translate into clingyness as it tries to seek refuge which may be what's confusing you currently. Ultimately, time and constant reflection is what will help you most. Take care of yourself!
Thanks for this comment! You are right about it, I can see now! Thanks for pointing it out! You also take care!
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