I Don’t Want To Forget

Time is Life. Yes?

I don’t want to forget how I’m living 

Realization always does 2 things

It either ruins me or reminds me

And god I want it to remind me every single time 

I don’t want to forget me laughing at the most stupid things

I don’t want to forget me crying and looking out the window for no reason but also for every Fvcking thing 

I want to remember 

I want to feel

I want to create

And I want to Realize To Remember 

I want to Realize To BE

I Now Realize I Create my Reality Because I Believe I Can