reaching unc status

im abt to turn 16 by the end of this month and im lowk scared asf

1. i feel like even tho thats still teenage years, it still feels a lil old and im scared for when i wont be considered a kid anymore

2. i already know highschool is boutta get like 10x harder with all these fucking AP classes. like im already not that good at school as it is... but once summer break is over, imma just be cooked

3. it feels like everyone online is younger than me now 😭 i miss being online and being surrounded by ppl the same age or older than me, i miss the whimsy of being young

like i guess im still considered young in hindsight i jst miss being 13 sighhhhhh (even tho life was kinda shitty then, it was also kinda cool)

(i just now realized as im actively typing ts that i have a trend of complaining in my blogs, mb bru)

but yea this isnt rlly like a vent or anything

well like it kinda is??? not rlly meant to be but yk

yea.