I feel like I'm falling behind (nothingburger)

I just want to write this quickly so I can offload my thoughts.

I have this class where we have to make short form videos and for every output I always do it late. In this case, I'm doing a food review. I don't know why I didn't do it earlier but I always feel so busy lately that I'd rather do something last minute or just pass it late. The problem now is that I feel guilty for doing so since my professor messaged me asking where my output was. 

I didn't know what to say. To be honest, I can't be honest with what I've been feeling lately. I just want to rest badly and enjoy the free time I make and waste for university. I don't want to open up to a professor that I'm just not in the mood to do anything. Hell I have an exam later in a ew hours but I'm falling behind discussions because "I couldn't care less" and now its biting me in the ass. 

It feels like I'm going to have to sacrifice one thing so I could pass the other, and I don't like that idea when I had the choice to do both before. 

Idk its just self-deprecating that I'm doing this to myself and after I would just be normal, repeating the same cycle. Maybe I'm just not cut out for making short-form videos (is what I would say if I want to downplay myself but no).

I'm gonna finish this project late, apologize to my professor, and still have time to do other stuff and enjoy life.