Just frustrated

I’m genuinely getting frustrated because none of my stuff wants to update rn ;-;

I genuinely don’t know if my pfp updated bc it won’t show if it did or not and it won’t on the site so I’m confuzzled :(

It’s genuinely not making things better tbh ;-;

I think I’m just frustrated with life in general, especially with how things have been going for me lately. I’ve been relapsing a lot lately with a lot of things and it makes me kinda sad bc I thought I was over that. I think the breakup with my partner and all the nonsense with that started everything… I didn’t really feel bad at the time since it was only a year long or so and it was pretty rushed but I think it just started everything?

That started the downhill spiral of me just losing it I think? I genuinely don’t know atp. I mean, I still have good things going for me ig? I have a stable job (even tho I’m trying to find a new one), I have friends, my family life is alright I guess? Idk maybe I’m just overly emotional? TBH I might just keep up posting at random ab my life and all the bs that’s been happening to me… 

I might be going on a trip soon tho, so that’s a good thing! I’ll keep things updated if anything interesting happens hopefully! ^^