MARCHING BANDD (ft. bf)

Heyo!! It's Juno! ^_^

Rant Abt the boyfriend (hi Mccoy if you see this)

IDK and IDRC IF U HATE PDA OR ANY DISCUSSION ABT LOVE U CAN BLOCK MEE GO DIE!

(also small tmi since I can never keep my mouth shut about like. everything LMFAO)

Both me and my boyfriend are in marching band (awee so sweet! :3) BUT we're in completely different sections. He's in percussion and I'm a woodwind so we're like entirely separated (omg like Romeo and Juliet.. Romeo and Julian?? eh. w/v) from each other. IT MAKES ME REALLLYY SAD like really sad. Butt then again most of my friends have online dates which.. must suck even worse (srry fur u guys, ur relationships are cute tho..) So I CAN'T REEALLY complain.. 

Actually yes I can, we're teenagers, we have no way to see each other without being supervised so it sucks a whole lot. Like A LOT A LOT. I'm jealous of all of those people who can like sneak out and stuff, my parents are LIGHT sleepers (and abusive but whatever) so if I even get caught leaving the front yard I get a fist shoved up my ass. Same for him, except his parents aren't abusive, they're just.. really strict. (ouch).

BUT ANYWAYS BESIDES THE POINT. We hardly get to see each other during band camp and it's so disappointing. Not to mention the fact that my feet HURT SOO MUCH. well I kind of like it.. but like ew..? Because blisters are starting to form? Gross. My mom keeps taking my pain killers too. SHE STOLE MY TYLENOL FROM ME THAT I WAS HIDING FOR. secret purposes. IT PISSES ME OFF

Anyway I keep getting off topic. I'm aggravated. I have to wake up at six in the morning, with my hair somehow STILL GREASY?? and wait for one of my friends to pick me up, take me to the highschool, go through ALL OF THE PAINFUL DRILLS AND ENDLESS REPS OF MUSIC. Just to only see my gorgeous handsome boy for no longer than 20 minutes. UGHH. 

We're also both scared of PDA. So like we can't actually be as loving to each other as we want to because, hating on it is so normalized. (which i understand but like). OMG there's this one girl in our band that keeps like giving us dirty looks whenever we do the bare MINIMUM OF AFFECTION (hand holding, sitting next to each other, etc, etc.) LIKEEE OH MY GODD MIND UR OWN BUSINESS FOOL. ugh. SHES SO ANNOYINGH UGGGHH she's also in his friend group which sucks even more BECAUSE EVERYTIME I TRY TO GO OVER TO HIM DURING WATER BREAKS SHE LOOKS AT ME FUNNY. STOPPP. ENOUGH. I'LL KILL U. Not actually i'm a good person! 

Moral of the story: I love my boyfriend, he's amazing. I'm neutral on that girl because she's mean but she defended me a couple times so.