Just be yourself!

Just be yourself, I'm constantly hearing that fucking bullshit. You'd tell a pedo to just b himself or a person with violent tendencies to just "let his instincts take over"? What the fuck is even that advice? I'm not religious but there is a serious truth in Catholicism, at least that vertent: we are all siners in nature any we must abstain from that. Well, I guess that's more Asceticism or something, I'm not an expert...

So yes, just let yourself go!, because really what's the worse it could happen? Morality is fucking pleasure, isn't it you cunts? Nothing else fucking matterssss!!!! 

This is was really disturbs me sometimes. Because for me it's not like I need to pretend I am the peak of perfection, pinnacle of beauty and wisdom. No. It's exactly the fact that I need to pretend to not be anything. I feel obligated to simplify,in order to be modest. Modesty, to turn the volume here inside down. Personally because that is sometimes the problem. Sometimes it's different. I guess it's like the weather, I don't know.

Just be yourself! Indulge, indulge creators! Like a fallen star... And you reach too close to the sun because you just were yourself! And in the crust you're just vain! Maybe the just be yourself comes from the belief that I'm our nucleus we are moral and good and possess some kind of compass (what I doubt), or that at least we're honest and strong.

But then it wouldn't be "ourselves", because aren't we all just the same if we strip a few things from us? Our centers of gravity need to be the same, so ourselves is just the crust mostly, although our soul may hold some parts but it's not what we at least feel like we are. When we think of what makes us we don't see outside of our eyes, we don't look at our ghosts...

I don't know, I'm sleepy. Good night.