One Hundred Forty Seventh Entry: Disappointed in Myself

Today I'm kind of disappointed in myself because I decided to not go to the gym today. I weighed myself today and I gained some weight again. It made me disheartened and annoyed at everything and it made me not want to go to the gym. But now I feel disappointed in myself because I'm sort of giving up like I do with most things. I just don't want to try anymore though because it doesn't seem to be going anywhere. My goal weight is 110 lbs but I don't think I'll ever be that weight ever again. I think right now I just want to make sure I still fit in my wedding dress. Anyway, I'm just taking a break this week because I'll be house sitting this weekend. I'll be back at the gym next week.