attention seekers or idfk💔

dudes js love watching u suffer im convinced yo

tell me why the dude

that UNADDED ME

DUE TO HIS

POOR

COMMUNICATION

started matching my avatars on ROBLOX???

i actually dont rlly have anyone to talk about this to or i mean i do but they have already like

heard it atp… IM NOT TRYNA BOTHER THEM

here i am just trying to recover

i was HAPPY with the way it ended, he didnt wanna be my friend anymore cus he picked other ppl

over me and yk thats fine whatever I DONT CARE ANYMORE obviously it hurt me a lot

that he randomly sent me a paragraph and unadded me and covered it up with something else

DIDNT EVEN LET ME RESPOND BTW. 5 year friendship btw!! just shows how much i meant to him lolololol

and then i find out thru another friend it was cause i had these other people added again i mean

i already wrote about in a different blog if i need to refresh my memory future me oh and to whoever reads these

but anyways

i go to check our old mutual friends list to see if hes on there, trying to get out of the habit of being paranoid i know

and he wasnt but

HE WAS MATCHING MY AVATAR TO A GAME HE DOESNT EVEN LIKE

he only got it to match with me and thats fine like you can wear whatever so i switch my avatar

because im getting even more into psychopomp than i already was which you can play it its free on steam and its really fun and cool but please look into it if ur easily triggered and dont play it if u are etc etc

i go to check again if he’s still got that freaking outfit on cause idk benefit of the doubt maybe he does just like the game now??

he changed his to match mine. again. LIKE SON and he wont change off our matching users too🫩

i changed my roblox bio to (his name) dni

yes im petty

no i dont care💔

but now i can’t stop thinking about it man

why is he doing this

why would he want to do that

does he miss me?

why would you unadd me then be like

oh gawwwhhhh i miss u so bad let me matching ur EFFING ROBLOX AVATAR

LMAO

like

idk man

i just gave up on him

i dont have time for people that dont gaf about wanting to maintain a healthy friendship

cause its the way

ALL of it couldve been resolved

if he had just said oh im uncomfortable with you having them added again, especially after this and u broke my trust lalala

anything like that

instead hes like

OH YEAH!! KEEP TALKING TO THEM NO LIKE ITS ALL GOOD I KNOW YOU KEEP ASKING ME

AND YOUVE SAID YOU KIND OF DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THEM AND WANNA UNADD THEM BECAUSE THE WHOLE THING MAKES YOU UNEASY

IM GONNA TELL YOU TO KEEP THEM ADDED BECAUSE THIS IS A GOOD THING!!

wat bro

ive tried so hard not to give him any attention by making this blog cause i know thats what he wants

but im just fed up

I KNOW HE READS THESE BRO

just leave me alone or tell me ur problem my guy

this whole thing has made me physically ill

like actually i caught a cold

people just love causing drama… like they love the attention……no and im certain of that because hes friends with people who ive told him are pr*ds and he can acknowledge are and have said they are himself and that he feels uncomfortable but then calls them like angels who do no wrong

and i tried so hard to get him out of there and to like get him into MY friendgroup so he didnt feel alone and didnt feel like he needed to rely on these people that…im not gonna get into details its actually a whole case right there

wtv

anyways i cant wait until fofo gets home so we can play league tg ive been having to solo q

actual torture btw i dont recommend

if u guys have any advice lmk plz this is just painful like he wont just talk ttm he always has to do some actual bs like this and make me feel on edge for weeksssssssss

i wouldnt mind just giving him whatever he needs to also just get a grip and move on from me

again even tho he unadded meeeeeeeeeeeeee…..like

UGH

idk

days before that he was like i think ur the bestest friend ive ever had lizzy!! omg!!!! wow!!!!!

ptooey

i dont ever wanna be friends with him again

i forgave him so many times dude

for the most obscure things

hes such an a hole

and all ive ever tried to do is help him get better and help better the people around me

gaaaaahh

i gotta start living my life more selfishly