I might just be useless .*.

Does anyone else just get no play at all?? I was talking to a boy online and he even called me cute once but I found out last week that he had a girlfriend the whole time we were talking. Idk I kinda just felt like someone had a genuine interest in my bc we was 8nterested in talking to me for so long. It just makes me realize that love might just never come to me. I’m either a friend or a stranger. I’m rarely ever a friend either. All the boys I have ever talked to had abandoned me. I just want it so bad. I never wanted an online relationship if I’m being honest but it feels nice to be pursued even after the pursuer knows what you look like. Idk it’s validating.

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hey so i mean this in a very positive way but i think maybe you should try to find comfort in friendships or something that isn’t romantic because i feel like you starting off describing yourself with “useless” is so not ok and you shouldnt base your worth over how many romantic instances or relationships youve had. this goes back to my point of prioritizing friendships for a while so that you can feel this love and validation that you want. you have friends and family who love you and yes someday you will experience everything youve wanted but pls dont take this in a mean way 💚

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I really would do that but the problem is that I have no friendships with men. Whenever one starts, they ask what I look like, might talk to me for a bit, and then they’re done with me. I talk to the guy I mentioned very casually and we joke about a lot of things and make fun of each other aswell. I’ve never like flirted or acted in a way for him to become attracted to me. But yes, this is only one time and this is the closest I have ever been to a guy. Ig what I’m trying to say is that I do seek friendships in men but I’m not given enough time or chances to get closer to them. Tysm for your help I really appreciate it. It made me think and understand better💚

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