I think I've got my shit together now

Heyyy guysss

I've been telling u ill be more active yet it took me more than a week just to actually open my tablet to write ts.

I'm slowly getting over him 🎉🎉🎉 I think I've made some solid progress honestly.

My parents rented this farmhouse in gozo for a week and its awsome. It's a very traditional Maltese house, everything is held up by limestone and wood plus the ACS look out of place but we have a cool pool, the view is nice and there's a sick living room. 

For ppl who aren't aware, apart from the main island here theres also gozo, a separate island part of Malta. If You're looking for the true traditional Maltese experiance with not as many hypertourism gozo is a nice place to visit. I like it cause its quieter and theres a lot more traditional nature.

Enough babling. I need some opinions on this.

So I've recently broke up with my ex as some know. I'm slowly getting over him but then again it hasn't even been a month without him, I'm most probably not over him yet.

BUT. There's this girl that I was talking to about a year ago. We were casually flirting over Instagram and we had went on one date. It was honestly really sweet except it felt more of a hangout to me personally. 

We later ended up drifting away from that kind of relationship. For me I felt like she wasn't exactly putting the effort in hanging out, and whenever I tried she seemed genuinely busy. (Then again I didn't try too hard either)

She later ended up in a relationship with another girl while I was with my ex. And we kind of ended up telling eachother we broke up with our partners together in the same conversation somehow??/ Lmao it was kind of a "lol me too" moment.

Anyways ever since she'd been actively flirting with me, and I've honestly been throwing fuel into the fire. I'm honestly not sure if this is the right move. Cause on one hand I'm DEFINITELY not ready for a relationship rn, and hopefully her too. On the other hand could it be just a "lool we're two lesbians who r friends flirting with eachother its no biggieee XDD" 

Don't get me wrong if I wasn't going through a breakup I would definitely give her a second shot. She's very sweet and energetic and we get along pretty well. But rn its probably not healthy. Not sure tho lmn

Also, I've been getting a lot of tarot card readings on my reels?? The types that are like "someone is yearning for you" and "someone regrets pushing you away and wants you back in their life". Its weird cause I usually don't get these that often and now they're just abit all over the place. U guys is this a sign?? Who's coming back.....??? WHO'S REACHING OUT??!!??! PLEASE DO IM SO LONELY

Btw my period should be coming tmr I think?? Sad cause ppl are coming over tmr (including one of my favourites hgs) and we're most definitely gon be swimming. Also I've been more emotional considering that I had a meltdown just because my brother wet my hair with pool water (in my defence I didn't feel like getting it wet today but I had to rinse my hair off in the shower and add curl cream anyways cause of him)

OO I edited a couple of videos for a friend of minee. She does YouTube content for fun and I volunteered to help. I edited like 2 main videos of her ranking stuff so that was fun. I still have to work on the next one after my trip tho :P

Anyways that's a daily update for ya. I heard ppl don't be using spacehey anymore/?? Idk man I've gotten too confortable on here I don't wana moveeee.