Emptiness in Life

Im feeling very hollow right now. My life is moving slowly and it’s leaving ample time to reflect inwards. Thinking about the things I want to buy then considering a job. In the midst of my train of thought I kinda realized how empty my life is. I have friends, hobbies, interest, and even a plan for my future but it’s just like I’m missing something: a purpose? I’m just ordinary and very average, I feel like Madoka. I’m not unhappy with my life  again I just feel almost incomplete.

 I wanted to create a digital diary/vlog on TikTok but would anyone actually want to watch that? I really don’t do much my life, from a distance, Isn’t that interesting. But I want to do something that gives my day to day more purpose.