seeking a free phychiatrist

i'm so pathetic i'm writing a blog post seeking a person to talk to online with camera on. I mean when you see those posts you think that's nonsence, but if you think about it, there's nothing particularly wrong with that, cause i'm sure lots of people are lonely and desperate. 

Anyway just in case this actually finds the perfect person somehow I'm male, from russia but moving to armenia soon, 18 yo, everything else you need to know you can from what i wrote here today.

Yeah I know I can just start talkinig to somebody about imigration for example or whatever, and be normal, and not so strange and direct and desperate, but what you probably don't realise is that it requires work, while what I'm doing here just requires honesty. Also when nobody reaches out to me, I can say that i've tried  and continue to be pathetic as I am. So that' why.