hating on tumblr — 08.07.26

Sena on the line — can you hear me ?

i can use this as a diary without 100 people seeing it unlike my tumblr , so thats nice . 

tumblr feels really unhealthy for me , as i keep wanting more and more attention each day , get parasocial over moots , and of course get hate anons or get into unnecessary drama . sometimes i wish i wasnt addicted to it , i could just delete my account and dissapear . it makes my mental worse everyday i use it . 

i hate being greedy . 750 people are more than i have at my school , but even knowing that , i cant get enough .

its going to kill me one day