i gonna puke...

ok I know the last thing you want to see in the middle of summer is a blog about school but im so scared, cause for the past few years ive been online for freshmen and sophomore year and now for my junior and senior year im going back to public and idk guys im js nervous cause think abt it.. WERE ALREADY IN JULY, SCHOOL IS NEXT. MONTH.. YEA YOU BETTER GET JS AS SCARED AS ME DUDE WERE BOTH IN SHIT RN...


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whitewingedasmodeus

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Tell me what this song is. Now.

I like it

Anyways

Yeah dude, public school kinda sucks, not to mention 11th and 12th are tough. It's not as hard as you might think, it kinda is in public school, but that's alright, what are you looking to be when you leave school, do you have a job yet?

Also why worry about it to much, people suck sure, but there are cool people out there, not to mention, if you do something embarrassing or idk, they will forget it, people who judge a lot, forget a ton.

Personally, I'm gonna choose to go homeless, I'm gonna buy a truck or small van, and live in it, I'd still go to my job, and I'd jump in lakes and rivers that are close to me, I hate the idea of being trapped in an apartment or house, I hate the idea of jobs as well. We were born into a world as the way it is we don't know what it's like to live without currency or jo, we are pushed up to a greater job, and constantly being pulled back down, I don't fully know what I'm getting at here, just yapping, I guess maybe that if you fail school, it won't be to hard to still live and keep up, which dw you probably won't, that's just something I personally was scared of for a bit. I do have a nice job cooking things for people, but I'd much rather be out there farming for my family and close friends, I want to be anywhere except our stupid government and economy. I miss when people used to build forts together, I've forced my cryptid friends who only stay inside and online, to come outside with me and build a fort every Monday, okay sure a lot of the things we have now help us, but they also destroy us.,


Enough yap

Youll do great. I guess in our day and age it's a matter of what you wanna do later on, so the earlier you figure that out the better? I'm not super good at a dive I just agree with you kostly


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Thanks dude, this lowk soothed my nerves :D I just tend to think the worst when im nervous but this reminded me it wont be as bad as my head screams it will :) Also atm I am trying to get a job at zumiez, im just waiting for a callback. I hope I get an interview.. And the van idea sounds so cute, I see videos in china about it and it seems so sweet! Im a bit too paranoid tho so I might not be able to handle it.. but thats a bit of a long time from now, so I wont have to worry about my own place for a minute :> Thanks again for the wakeup call it got me a bit excited abt school cause now I feel it wont be too bad :D and also the name of the song is Cities In Dust by Siouxsie and the banshees! Glad you took an interest in it, its one of my fav songs by them :)

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Thankyou for the song, I also just noticed the emo South park characters at the bottom, that's so funny I love that, there were so many typos in what I wrote* I think I meant now instead of ow, and advice instead of a vide or wtv I said, anyway I'm glad I can help make people feel better on this app despite my yap

It's really fun for me to see how other people handle things online. It's crazy to think just how many people there are in the world. I only know like 30 in real life pretty well. And it's fun to help as many people as I can online. I don't know if I'm helping all the time but I think I am.

My little saying and it's probably not just mine but. Being corny is being free.

Being able to feel humility I think gets rid of the feeling of being judged, being yourself is how you make authentic true friends

Again thank you for the song

And thank you for reading my yap

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Oh my gosh yes the goth kids from south park were so funny i had to add them lmao, i havent watched south park in so long sigh.. And bro youre so relatable on the amount of people are in the world! you can know so many people but could never know even a quarter of humanity.. safe to say were a bit overpopulated LMAOO! And its so sweet how you try to lift peoples spirits when you can, the internet- no the WORLD needs more people like you :D

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XD thank you twin,





I haven't watched South Park in a while too

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