just one.

what comes after rock bottom?
why choose to trust again?

when you're trying your hardest to prove
that you'll be okay.
that all of this is worth something.

what happens to everything
you broke?

sometimes the hardest part isn't starting over,
it's living with the fear
of becoming that person again.

if everything's okay now,
why does it still feel so fragile?

i just want peace.

i want to stop being afraid
of becoming
the person i used to be.

the one who never stopped to think.
the one who only reacted.
the one who hurt people.
the one who tore everything apart.

learning to trust again
has a rhythm of its own.

not just for the one trying to change,
but for the one
trying to believe that the change is real.

maybe it's just about
waking up one morning
and choosing,
over and over again,
not to become that person anymore.

one more chance.
just one.