just some treatment I suppose

Mental health clinics are not exactly my favourite place to be in. I could be taking the time I spend there to drawn or, do stuff that normal people do. still I don't feel anything about how it's going, I don't feel worse but I definitely don't feel like I'm getting that much progress on my brain. 

Not everything is that bad either. After such a long time drawing whitouth feeling anything for what I create, I started very slowly feeling that I'm enjoying it every time I drawn. Nothing too immense and absolutely lovely feeling but, I feel like I love drawing and that I don't feel exhausted while doing it , at least one anymore.