I hate driving

I really hate driving. Every day I have to get behind the wheel it just ruins my mood, increases my anxiety, irritates me, and makes me want to crash and explode. It's so boring, you can't really enjoy where you are, just have to keep it pushing and make it to your destination. Other drivers are so dumb too, they're either too close or just suck at driving. It's just the worst, and traffic is such a drag too. It's just all bad, yeah driving can be fun sometimes when the roads are empty and its late at night and you can kind of enjoy the city lights, but overall, it just really sucks, for me at least. I prefer walking or taking the bus. This is also why I really appreciate bus drivers because not only do they have to deal with drivers and traffic and all the bad things that come with driving, but they also have to deal with rude passengers, crackheads, and smelly people. In my opinion, bus drivers are extremely underpaid. I'm not sure how much they get paid, but I'm sure it's not enough lol. I should probably finish my essay that was due last week right now, but i really can't express enough how much I hate driving. I feel like having to drive in L.A. just makes it much worse. Everyone's in a rush, everyone has somewhere they need to be at, all at the same time, or around the same times. I hate driving in small roads, but I hate big roads, it all makes no difference since other drivers seem to not give a fuck about the lines separating the lanes and always want to touch driver doors and side mirrors for some reason. Maybe I'm ungrateful, or maybe I just want to be free and live, traveling on foot and enjoying the wonder of everyday life that we all seem to take for granted. I don't know anymore, I wish I could stay in my room for the rest of my life and never leave, being alive is such a drag, it's all a drag.