Me and My Path

  FUN FACT: I am a Mystic by the title of "Mystic Weaver of The Elements" on a journey to level up into an Herbal Alchemist. This doesn't mean I read crystal balls and tarot cards though. My title is all about my journey. By definition: "A mystic refers to someone who seeks direct, personal experience of the divine or ultimate reality, often through prayer, meditation, or altered states of consciousness." I am by no means wise either, although I hope with time I do become so. I am at the early stages of my journey and intend to learn and understand the world around me. And while I love trying to implement some whimsy in my life, I still try to anchor most of what I believe in reality as much as possible and I believe we're all more capable of things than we realize because we either think about them incorrectly or become blind to them being possible. I do NOT impose my beliefs unto others either, I simply inform those who are curious about it.   

 Furthermore, I weave together the different elements and study the ways they interconnect based upon my beliefs (yes this includes sounds/frequencies like music). A good example of element weaving that I'm seeing become more common is Herbalism; something I am very heavily learning at the moment. (If you'd like blogs on my herbalist journey I might be sharing some soon!--Please share with me if you are also similar and/or studying herbalism). The reason this is a good example is because I'm studying and inter-weaving the connections between the earth, its plants, their compounds, how they interact with our bodies, minds, and our compounds and combining them through different methods like topicals, tinctures, smokes, incense, teas, seasonings, food, fabrics etc. 

Why the title? Well again, it's not an ego thing, it's all about my journey! I feel something deeper to life. I'm not quite spiritual in the ways other religions seek from a follower, and I am VERY first-hand experience based. Essentially, I'm spiritual but not very religious. And I haven't been able to find anyone in the same style path as me. I find I relate very much to certain beliefs of Christians, Hippies, Pagans, Native Peoples of different cultures, but not all beliefs and not enough to fall under any specific one so I clarified my own path with a title. I hope in no way does this sound like I have it all together. I very much do NOT lol and I feel this entire description should actually emphasize that.

Current goals: To be a healer. To become wise. To learn what's real and surpass all lies. To be a warm inviting soul people can rely on and desire to be around. To find motivation to keep moving in this cruel world. To find my own peace and place in life. To find out what kind of life I want to live and how to live it. To express myself genuinely and be understood clearly. To live, to love, to learn, to be happy and at peace. As I said before, I'm not perfect, I don't have it all together, I have my deep dark rut I must crawl out of too. Some days I rot, others I dream big and wildly. So forgive me ahead of time for my highs when I'm over confident and yappy, and forgive me for my lows when I'm pessimistic and absent for long periods. I wont share everything on here, but I will be transparent about everything I do share, and I hope you don't mind it. You'll see I'm actually quite melancholy, with a love for romantic tragedy, dystopian worlds and yet I'm a very wonderous daydreamer still, lost in my art, my music and my ever-chaotic will.