˖ᡣ𐭩་༘࿐- summer goals.

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This was supposed to be more of a secret diary thingy, but I feel like sharing it with other people might make me more motivated to go thru sumn work.

My summer break is starting at Thursday, Wednesday is the last day of school and I'll see if I have good notes or not !! 

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I have 3 primary goals ;

Get more fit

Get more smart

Get mental help

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Definition of fit for myself ? Playing one sport or two, enjoying the path towards getting more lean instead of directly enjoying the goal itself. Making healthy habits stick instead of doing them for one day and then completely forgetting about them. 

Healthy eating habits, learning new recipes for the family. Getting fit physically = getting fit mentally, such brings me to another point 

Definition of smart for myself? Someone who doesn't struggle with textbook problems a lot, knows how to fix advances problems,  

Is emotionally and academically intelligent enough to start using non-violent language in a professional way, being respectful and not letting emotions overtake most of the time. 

Explaining all my problems and hurling them out of the pits of my stomach whom hadn't dissolved these problems yet, hope for a good therapist to use their techniques and tricks to aim for a better understanding of my emotions. 

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I want to become better this year, I'm so tired of my cousin's constantly dragging me down. People expecting me to do the least because that's what I've drilled my mind into thinking and doing. I want to become more, I know I can. 

I'm not special, in exactly like them, human.

I will strive to become better, to not hold grudges or at least try not to. Trying Is what I'll do, and I'll fly !! 🙀🙀 

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