People on Reddit stress me out

Someone could give me the simplest reply to my question and my palms will start sweating. I genuinely only feel like a dumb-dumb idiot with a "kick me" sign on their back on that website.

Immediately after my birthday, I find the age I was once the cringiest thing on earth. Past me is someone else, I swear. And I stopped using reddit 2 years ago, I don't think you understand how horrible it was a few hours ago when I had to manually delete everything I've ever posted on that website. And the only reason why I was looking on it, was because I had a question about Hogwarts Legacy. Suddenly the 1 upvote went to a 0 and I panicked, like, I'M SORRY? AM I THAT USELESS TO YOU?

I genuinely just get so embarrased posting anything, like you get a down vote and you just question why someone bothered to do that, and then you realize you're just a stupid little shit to them. I know everyone on Reddit has a neckbeard and knows way too much about everything on the internet, but I still get terrified for my life whenever I have a genuine question that can't be found anywhere else online. Everytime I ask anything on that website, I get a reply where I just realize I'm a stupid idiot that can't look past her nose.

Anyways, changed my bio to "Poo from a butt" on Reddit, because I think that's how everyone there sees me atp.