me

I hate suffering. I just want to be angelic. why wont anyone let me do what i want. why must i be the one stuck in the constant cycle that is my existence. I need someone to be there and tell me how they'll never leave me and i want them to mean that. Everyone always tells me they understand and the'll stay with me no matter what but they don't. That's probably why i'm left with one friend. One friend that i love so much whenever i think about her all i want to do is jump into her arms. Though we both have our own problems. And she wouldn't understand mine.