day 5 (??) of no wired earpods

okay so BASICALLY what happened was i used my earphones on the bus to school on Tuesday (?) and i took them off and put them LITERALLY GOD KNOWS WHERE. I thought i shoved them in my pocket but APPARENTLY NOT so I’ve just been riding the bus w no music which is honestly fine because i get to be alone with my thoughts a lot. BUT there’s this like ANXIETY inside of me that I know it’s lost and it’s either out there somewhere or lost in my house.

and I’m literally supposed to be calm right now because I’ve finished all of my assessments for the term but no I can’t catch a fucking break cause I keep losing shit

like I literally found my bus card which I found in my rain jacket WHICH I thought I had dropped the card outside and I had to get a new one and me and my mom got in this really big fight cause I lost them and i literally wanted to like rip out my organs when I found it

AND THEN since it was cold I put on my hoodie which I never wear and then I FOUND MY FAVOURITE WATCH which i literally fucking thought I lost in an airport and I was actually so mad

so I literally swear to fucking god if I don’t find those wired earbuds soon I will literally burst into tears and have some sort of tantrum. AND ALSO I thought the earbuds were like $12 because I used to have a huawei and the earbuds for those were like $12.50 but NO THE APPLE ONES ARE FUCKING $40 WHOLE DOLLARS LIKE WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO HERE SCREW YOU APPLE

istg if i buy the new ones and then find my old earbuds somewhere in my house im sliming out everyone in my suburb.