all goodbyes aren’t bad :)

im not even gonna lie the things im carrying on my mind is overwhelming and pretending im okay and everything is cool is really messing with me i sit and fucking think i have real friends but they turn and stab me in my back or just leave me hanging im just tired of shit im sick of everything nothing ever lasts or works out for me when all i do is truly try to be enough but that’s life or whatever people say i haven’t felt like i belong anywhere not even in my own home. everytime i try expressing my feelings or how i feel i get looked at funny or shut down so im done trying im just gonna enjoy these last two days and wish everyone well..bye.