Let a girl be in her feels, gosh.

I want to live creating, not consuming.

This is a note to self.

Something always seem to be happening Someone always seem to be talking.

I've (re)watched three wonderful films/ shows recently; Scooby Doo: Mystery Incorporated, Paris is Burning, and TMNT 2012. It may not be much; they're not award-winning bodies of work. But they're held very dear to my heart.

Something I noticed whilst watching is that, the characters or the people always seem to be doing something. Like they've done so many things already but there's always the next thing to be done. That's how I want my life to be. I don't want to drift away while I just study at my laptop and scroll on my phone.

Of course, I have to remember that not all lives in reality are going to be in a constant state of movement. However, I think mine has been stagnant for far too long. And I need to fix it.

This is a way of me desperately trying to fix it. I'm desperately trying to create something and do something, even if it is just posting my diary entry as a blog entry. I just need to start. That's what I keep telling myself

I. Just. Need. To. Start.