MY INCREDIBLE BF!!!

H3YYY F00LS

SEVEN REPORTING IN HERE!

Today I want to show off my incredible, awesome, and amazing partner Noli ejem

Well, Noli is the coolest person I've ever met. We met last October through a mutual friend. I'm not much of a people person because most people are boring, But Noli is different, he's just as cool as me, or even more amazing than me. Don't tell him I said that, or I'll hack you, #####

Yeah, as I was saying, Noli and I started talking, and it's amazing spending time with him. Of course, sometimes he was a little more energetic than me and sometimes I got stressed because of that, but I could tolerate it. Anyway, he's definitely the coolest guy in the universe. I love spending time with him doing silly things like burning down pizzerias or sleeping in... until I ruin it...

You see, at that time I wasn't at my best, I used to neglect my personal life and make horrible decisions that harmed me, Noli scolded me for it on more than one occasion and I ignored it... Of course that angered him and we broke up because of my decisions. After that I felt horrible and realized my mistakes and wanted to fix things but I wasn't sure if he wanted the same. I felt awful and all I could do was vent to the silly pizza guy whose pizzeria I'd burned down along with Noli, and surprisingly he helped me fix everything again, Of course, I had to fix several of my own problems, such as my financial decisions, mental health, and hygiene (only in my room, I always had good hygiene, I swear). And at the beginning, when I spoke with Noli, I asked him to be friends and he accepted... The promise lasted about a week and a half because on New Year's we made up and became a couple again... I'm not going to go into detail about everything the pizza guy and the compulsive gambler said about it.

Everything was going well again until other personal reasons regarding our perspectives on the future led us to take a short break that ended up lasting much longer because neither of us wanted the courage to reconcile... He had already gone somewhere else and I stayed here. Out of spite, the gambler tried to introduce me to other people, but I didn't feel the same chemistry... They weren't bad people. But they weren't him, they weren't the boy I loved. Until we finally met again, he looked different, happier and more cheerful.

I was with this new group and by chance we started talking again, we admitted our mistakes and although this time we lasted longer as friends there was this ridiculously big tension. It was a tension that made it seem like at any moment in the middle of the conversation one of us was going to want to confess something the other felt, and again it was I who admitted that I still wanted to be his beloved, And he again admitted that he couldn't stand being just friends and that when he heard from other people that she was trying something with someone else, he felt hopeless...

Obviously, I gave him a smack and told him not to think nonsense, that not just anyone has the privilege of having my attention. And here we are, celebrating our first month together again. Of course, now I'm working (YES, I SAID IT, I GOT A JOB) to buy him more treats, even though he insists I spend too much (Nonsense is never enough)

So, Noli, if you're seeing this, thank you, thank you for giving me the privilege of being your boyfriend. I know I have my flaws and that maybe I can't give you all the attention because of my personal life, but I love you, I know that sometimes I still make mistakes that hurt you because I focus too much on other things; I know that I don't like to admit that I'm not one to show my feelings or insecurities. But I still love every detail about you, I still remember your gestures, your tastes, your favorite flowers, how you show off your cat to me like it's our son... Whenever I seem distracted while we're talking, or when I'm falling asleep during late-night conversations, I always pay attention to everything you say... Because you are my blue lily, the most beautiful lily I could ever know