my parents h8 emos….

I genuinely cannot live like this. Sometimes when I’m left alone in my room after my parents shouted at me about my hair and style it makes me wanna leave the house faster. I’m religious so I understand why they don’t like emos, (don’t come insulting my religion just because ur atheist. I respect everyone’s opinion on if ur religious or not, so don’t disrespect me just because u feel like it. As in don’t call my religion stupid or anything bitchy.) but at the same time it sounds stupid that they don’t like emos. “Emos are demonic and should not be allowed anywhere.” If ur saying is to be yourself then why bring down ppl who GENUINELY wanna be their self’s….  Im not one to say “I wish I can be emo but my parents are strict!” I dress like it, I don’t care if my parents are mad strict I’ll dress like it because the style and music means to me so much. I dress like it when my parents aren’t around. Or something when I want to dress like it but my parents are around I do a sum what of a scenemo fit. I’m not allowed to wear jeans just sweat pants. That’s doesn’t stop me from being who I am. I sneak jeans when I’m at school or when I’m out with friends. Being scene is my biggest dream and even if I don’t have the clothes, I work with what I have. Being told “emo isn’t allowed” doesn’t stop me from dressing how I want to dress like. I like getting compliments from random people and my friends on my fit. It makes me feel really good. My music is what saves me on what emotions I feel. My makeup makes me feel pretty and confident about who I am. I don’t care if sum1 says I look like a  ‘raccoon’, bitch that’s the point!!!!!!! FUCK U AND UR STUPID COMMENTS!!!!!!!

Another things I’m not allowed to do in my stupid strict house is get piercings…….. 

oh ma fuking gosh brah I h8 how I’m genuinely not allowed to get any. My parents tell me it’s stupid and I’m just not allowed to. But I think it’s fuckin kewl!!! If I ever get piercings or when I do I’d love to have snakebites, gauges, a septum, and the cheeks ones i genuinely don’t know anything about piercings cus I was just never allowed to even search this shit up -_- but one day imma be fukin kewl beans!!!! >:D

My parents fcukin H88 my hair. Like they’d genuinely rather want me bald then have scenemo hair. But it’s just a way i express who I am. My hair is my cherry on top when it comes to completing my whole aesthetic. Like oh ma goshhhhhhhh I LOVE LOVE LOVE my hair so much dude. Call me a boring loser for being obsessed with my own hair cut but ion care dude!!!!! call me ugly for my swagger but fahhhhhhk yewwwwww im still more awesome and swagged out than you u boring basic copy and pasted bitch! XD

Anyways I feel like that’s why I take MOST of my pics in my fawkinh room LMAO… but when I get a chance to take pics somewhere else I take my opportunity dude. but gahhhbwhehehehdhdhs it’s what evvvvvesssssss my lyf is so annoying bcuz my parents don’t understand me or my style. Mah hair basically carry’s all my emotions and shi. I honestly wish my parent were more supportive than how not supportive they are. They genuinely don’t understand what it does to me whenever they insult me or makes me feel bad about who I am. It genuinely gets bad that i relapse unfortunately. I wish they understood me or the whole community.