6/27/26 1:55 AM

it is currently almost 2am and I am genuinely so bored and tired but I can't go to bed because I'm now in the process of coding my profile, my brain works funny and won't let me do anything else until the task I've given myself is complete.

     could it be undiagnosed OCD?? Maybe. Will I go get it checked?? Probably not. I don't have the time or patience for all of that. I'm currently writing this in hopes to not fall asleep and to also just get my thoughts down to be honest. It's hard to work on a given task properly when you are having five thousand million thoughts all going off at once like little grenades.

      SOMEONE SEND HELP RIGHT NOW MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO EXPLODE.

Anyways back to writing this so I don't get sidetracked and fall asleep.

     My day has genuinely been so long so currently I am just sitting down, writing, watching my show, and trying to chillax. I had to wake up at six am to babysit when THE KID WASN'T EVEN ACTUALLY UP AND AWAKE UNTIL NINE. I did take that time to kind of just chill while my house was quite though.

I have 3 siblings, and 3 more step siblings so there isn't much time I get alone or quite, especially when nobody knows how to knock ON A GOD DAMN DOOR. Anyways, I took that time this morning and played a couple games, grinded more levels on overcooked 2, (peak game btw), and then played a couple rounds of Fortnite

  speaking of Fortnite, I don't play much because in my opinion its just a lame ass game for teenage boys to play with their dicks in their hands. I have played more this season though because one freaking LAUFEY is in the music pass, and two the new collectable sprites are genuinely the cutest freaking things I've ever seen.

The burnt peanut sprite is kind of scary though... It lowkey reminds me of that annoying orange that was like YouTube viral in I want to say 2016, Peak YouTube times btw lowkey take me back please I miss peak 2016-2019 YouTube. All the OG's, Flamingo, Markiplier, Laurenzside, Ihascuquake, The Gacha phase bro I GENUINELY MISS IT SMM BRU. Now everything's just taken over by ai and brain rot bro someone needs to save these iPad kids bro...

Anyways it is getting to the point where I can't keep my eyes open anymore and I am forcing them open which you can probably tell by the way I'm just going on and on, I probably sound like super dumb rn and I'm probably going to see this tomorrow and wonder wtf I was tinking... oh lord...

    Final note before I pass out, I just cracked my knuckles and it was the most jaw dropping amazing spectacular scrumptious crispy crack ever, sounded like a Minecraft Skelton woah bro

Anyways fr this time! This is Rory signing off at 2:13 am. Goodnight you glorious amazing cutie patootie scrumptious baddilicious people.