I played games with a female at HER HOUSE ?!1!?!1!?` (_　_|||)

❀ ✿ ✿ Yo jus wanna keep it real. hung out with someone for the first time yesterday. ts was dope. When I make "friends" were usually not close enough to hang out like that. i do my thing and they do theirs, we enjoy each other's company and eventually we just go our own seperate ways and things end naturally thats fine. i don't like when they decide to be super friendly out of nowhere, then you wake up one day and its like they just deleted u from their memory. like over the past year u got used to the personality they use for the ppl they do like, and now you stuck with the other one forever. it really throws me for a loop yk? i used to worry but this isn't even that serious. just let em come and go. & when they promise to stay i kinda just gotta brush it off lol. don't worry about it, the human brain is flawed beyond what we can comprehend fwiw they prolly can't help it. its crazy how like lol... its just constantly in the back of my head when someone is nice to me and I haven't really addressed it until now. it lowkey can take a toll. makes me not wanna make friends at all dawg. I mean, i don't make friends anymore. I'm just minding my business then a random just comes to me and do this weird switch up thing and dissapear. is, this normal? ✿ ✿ ❀¸¸¸.•*´¯`❀