hair color... goth ramble

I've been dying my hair since i was in 7th grade and getting really risky haircuts since 4th. i think it comes with the kind of person i am. sometimes im quite shy, other times I'll yell and won't shut the fuck up. it switches up lots.

 i guess that sort-of fits my "extreme" appearance. maybe im bipolar? who really cares, i got this far already.

 i find it so odd sometimes that people find me, the weakest, skinniest looking person ever with dyed purple hair and eyeliner, intimidating. I'm really not; a light breeze could knock me over, and if the right person told me off i'd start crying. i like to think im a pretty nice, pleasant person, so when people tell me they used to be scared of me i end up so confused. no???!?? me???!! why??? i was scared of you...

anyway... back to the hair...

I've had my hair purple for a little over a year now, and its got to be my fav color I've done in my weird hair journey. even then, I've gotten a bit tired of it. i want to try something new! or something i haven't done in a while. 

I've done pink, red, green, blue, orange, black, shit bleach blond; i feel like I've done it all!! what i have thought about doing for the last couple of weeks is going teal. i like teal, hell, everyone likes teal. it's a fun color!! however, if I did, I'd need a different haircut. the one i have now is a very... purple hair cut. i want to try something, well, new!

i think a teal mohawk would be pretty cool, except for one thing. im a little scared to get it. its really fucking risky to do, and would take a lot to style, plus, when it starts to grow out it might look awkward and i might not be able to fix it myself-- i don't get haircuts too often and i don't particularly trust myself around scissors. 

thoughts???