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so my bff asked me to go to a themepark this week and i said yes
and.. she talks alot.
and she has been talking to fucking 3 boys THREE and she goes out, having fun while
im here harm!ng myself. and isnt not like a "yea and he was super cute so i asked him out"
kind of way, but a bragging "look i socalize and u dont u fucking cvnt" kind of way
i dont like her anymore, havent for the past 4 months but she is the only one i have
fuck why cant i just leave her already, were 15 and she is already talking about moving out and shit
I CANT EVEN GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT FEELING LIKE SLOW DONKEY THAT ARE AS SMART AS A 3 YR OLD
i feel and am so fucking behind in life and its fucking me up
have barley left my room since covid
how do i break our friendship?
do i just ghost her orr?
i've spent 5 years trying my hardest to keep up, but i cant im ugly as fuck and no one wants
me anywhere i dont even think my mom likes me anymore im just a clump of burden
im also alt, and in fuckass scandinavia and EVERYONE here wears white shirt, blue jeans
and is orange af. i want to be happy but i dont know fucking how
no one likes u when you're different
no one.
i got a head ache writing this .
how do i leave her?
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ian
i don't have any real advice so this comment is basically useless ;_; sorry
but i feel behind too, and im much older. i recently realised there really is no right pace to things. u just get what life throws at you, and you can either pick it up, duck, or stumble. i stumble a lot.
for the friend...i guess u should call out if they make u uncomfy, and if they feel offended by that then well, they'll slowly distance themseleves eventually hopefully. sometimes you need friendships to form authentically, not forcing urself to cling to existing relationships
idk i hope u feel better soon
thank u.
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