boys who cry are stupid

im in a call with my friends right now. im listening to them talk. its suffocating. 

i have this one pal. hes funny i guess. i like to hang around him kinda. he makes me feel horrible though. i could just fucking tell him to stop. but i wont. i wont ever will. im a pussy. a stupid goddamn pussy.

he constantly makes fun of me. i dont think he means it. but it nearly made me cry.

some fucking harmless teasing made me tear up. i gotta fucking enndddd ittt atp dude. fuck my life

im such a sensitive fucking dumbass i should kms alreadyyy ohhh my god