the worst person i have ever met

Para empezar, yo solía vivir en una casa donde el ambiente familiar era muy cautico y abusivo, lo que me llevo a ser alguien muy tímida y reservada cuando era niña/o. Y segui siendo asi hasta los 12 años, me fui a una nueva escuela donde conocí a varias personas que son mis amigos hasta los días de hoy, y también llegue a encontrarme con viejas amistades del kinder. Aunque en ese momento no hablaba con literalmente NADIE, no sabia si era mi desinterés por hacer amigos o porque realmente estaba en un punto de mi vida que todo me parecía deprimente. Pero a medida que avanzo ese año fui haciendo amistades y sobretodo con mi ex mejor amiga. En este lapso, conocí a esta persona, (pongamosle Funko Pop por así decirlo), funkopop (era) una chica que ya llevaba años en esa escuela, básicamente toda su vida y la verdad es que jamás me interesa por ella como amiga o algo, de hecho, no note su presencia hasta ese pequeño accidente. Yo con 13 años ya tenia a mi primer novio (Quien termino siendo una mierda, lol), les juro ke si yo pudiera viajar al pasado, le haría caso a mi mamá y no me pondría a pololear a tan corta edad (era una pendeja). El caso es que después de una clase de artes, mi novio se me acerco un poco extrañado, y me dijo que funkopop había intentado robarle un beso, pero obviamente e se nego. Este fue la primera primera impresión que tuve de esta persona, no reclame ni tampoco hize escandalo, porque al final, eramos niños aun y decidí no darle importancia y lo olvide, despues de todo, al año siguiente termine con ese chico lol.

En 2023 fue un año de buenos y muy malos ratos, y fue el año que mi personalidad comenzó a formarse y me volví mas extrovertida de algun modo y deje de tenerle vergüenza a todo. Ademas de que funkopop comenzo a ser mi amigo antes de entrar las clases en el verano. Me llevaba bien con esta persona, pero porque aun no la estaba conociendo del todo... Uno que otro amigo comenzo a tener sus peleas y diferencias con funkopop, debido a lo INTENSO que era, ademas de que funkopop era ese tipo de chicas que le gustan el yaoi o manwhas bl, las tipicas que romantizan los abusos como muestra de amor o que idealizan de manera enfermiza a hombres gays, lo cual a mi comenzo a cabrearme bastante trataba de ponerle atencion. Era muy estresante escucharla hablar sobre como queria una relacion bl y que era capaz se "hacerse hombre" con tal de tener su relacion soñada. y lo que mas odiaba era su enfermiza obsesion con querer ser abusada o algo mas grave (yo soy una victima de SA). Por un buen tiempo aguante sus actitudes creyendo que podria cambiar como persona y darse cuenta de sus palabras e acciones dañaban y ofendian a otros. Pero jamas lo hizo, ni siquiera se ha disculpado conmigo. funkopop tambien tiene un tipo de narcisismo muy grande, egocentrica a no mas poder, recuerdo las veces que presumia ser delgada y baja, lo mucho que comia y no subia nada porque tiene un metabolismo rapido, diciendolo de una manera tan presumida y esperando a que uno le diga que si a todo. Otra de sus malas costumbres es acosar y "exponer" a personas que solian ser cercanas a ella solo por UNA cosa que no le agradara. Aveces ni siquiera eran cosas del otro mundo, muchas veces por no decir todas, eran porque terminaban con ella o le decian las cosas como en realidad eran y esto no le favorecia a su vida romantizada XDDD. Otra cosa, y creo una de las mas fuertesn es que tocaba o se insinuaba a compañeros de clases en 2023, un amigo cercano me conto que la profesora de ese momento, lo regaño por hacer desorden con su otro amigo y lo sento junto a funkopop, quien en su delulu, se atrevio a pasar su mano por su pierna y querer tocar su entrepierna, a lo que mi amigo asustado pregunto que como hacia eso y que se alejara, y funkopop solo respondio:"jeje es solo una broma"... Estos solo algunas cosas que ha hecho en ese año, recientemente han pasado muchas coas, incluso llegue a discutir con funkopop en una salida de mi colegio. De verdad, con todas las cosas que ha hecho, me alcanza para hacer una tesis entera lol.

To start off, I used to live in a home with a very chaotic and abusive family environment, which made me a very shy and reserved child. I stayed that way until I was 12, when I started at a new school; there, I met several people who are still my friends today, and I even reconnected with old friends from kindergarten. At the time, though, I wasn't talking to literally *anyone*—I didn't know if it was a lack of interest in making friends or just that I was at a point in my life where everything seemed depressing. But as the year went on, I started making friends—especially with my ex-best friend. During that time, I met this person—let's call her "Funko Pop." Funko Pop was a girl who had been at that school for years—basically her whole life—and honestly, I’d never really been interested in being friends with her or anything; in fact, I hadn't even noticed her presence until a certain little incident. At 13, I already had my first boyfriend (who turned out to be a total piece of shit, lol). I swear, if I could travel back in time, I’d listen to my mom and not start dating at such a young age (I was just a dumb kid). Anyway, after art class, my boyfriend came up to me looking a bit weirded out and told me that Funko Pop had tried to steal a kiss from him, but—obviously—he’d refused. That was my very first impression of her. I didn't complain or make a scene because, after all, we were still just kids; I decided not to make a big deal out of it and just forgot about it—especially since I ended up breaking up with that guy the following year, lol.

2023 was a year of both good and very bad times; it was the year my personality began to take shape—I became more extroverted in a way and stopped being so self-conscious about everything. Also, "Funkopop" became a friend of mine right before summer classes started. I got along with her, but that was only because I didn't fully know her yet... A few friends started having arguments and falling out with Funkopop because of how *intense* she was. She was the type of girl who loved *yaoi* or BL *manhwa*—the kind who romanticizes abuse as a sign of love or fetishizes gay men in an unhealthy way. That started to really piss me off whenever I paid attention to it. It was incredibly stressful listening to her talk about wanting a BL-style relationship and saying she’d be willing to "turn into a man" just to get her dream romance. What I hated most, though, was her sick obsession with wanting to be abused or worse (I am a survivor of SA and COCSA). For a long time, I put up with her behavior, hoping she might change and realize that her words and actions were hurtful and offensive to others. But she never did; she hasn't even apologized to me. Funkopop also has a massive narcissistic streak—she is incredibly self-centered. I remember how she used to brag about being thin and short, and how she could eat so much without gaining weight because of her fast metabolism; she’d say it so smugly, expecting everyone to just agree with whatever she said. Another bad habit of hers was harassing and "exposing" people who used to be close to her over just *one* thing she didn't like. Sometimes it wasn't even a big deal; often—if not always—it was because they broke up with her or told her the hard truth, which didn't fit the romanticized version of life she was trying to live. Another thing—and I think this is one of the most serious—is that he would touch or make inappropriate advances toward classmates in 2023. A close friend told me that the teacher at the time scolded him for messing around with another friend and made him sit next to "Funkopop." In his delusional state, Funkopop dared to run his hand up my friend's leg and try to touch his crotch. My friend, startled, asked what he was doing and told him to back off, but Funkopop just replied, "Hehe, it's just a joke." These are just a few things he did that year; a lot has happened recently—I even got into an argument with Funkopop during a school outing. Honestly, I could write an entire thesis based on everything he’s done, lol.