Why is my body against me?😔

For a while I’ve been making a lot of progress health wise, I’ve been eating more food with actual nutritional value, and I felt so good. But around prom was when I started not being able to eat again. I have wasted so much money cooking only to eat like a small portion and having to throw it out. 

I feel really bad but I keep feeling sick eating normal portions. Because of this I’ve just been eating snacks but because the snacks are not really that good for me, I’m starting to get sores in my mouth from the sugar/: I used to have a really big problem with that a while ago too. I’m still trying to introduce healthy food, especially anything with meat, but really I’ve only had one meal today, and I still couldn’t finish it all. I had fries before writing this and I had to force myself to eat them all because it felt gross to eat them. I love fries dude/: 

It’s been kind of discouraging because I’ve been trying to gain weight for a long time, and I was seeing progress. I may have some digestion issues? Possibly parasites? I don’t know. I just wanna eat my food/: 

Yk that picture I posted with the noodles? Ate like 20% of it. I was excited to eat it too. I have been doing so well in other parts of my life it’s just this really😭