Regretful of things

My older brother – I didn't do my best 

A relationship with an online prostitute, Sami.

I regret not being a good brother at times. But I realized this and fixed it. (I still regret my past.).

Hasty decisions in my professional life, like starting a job or dropping out of school in 2024. (But I went back to school.).

Huda… is psychologically unstable. My going to Qatar and leaving her behind without emotional or psychological support. It's too late; nothing can be fixed.

Sirius. My psychological pressure on her, my lack of attention to her, and my inability to control my jealousy and emotions.