Personal Life / Feelings

So I am a typically weird kid, and I've been called weird many times. I don't really mind people calling me weird, but if they keep calling me weird many times and making fun of me, then we have a problem. I love nice people; they always make me feel warm and welcome. I am a nice person as well (well, sometimes), and I am a bit rowdy sometimes, but overall, I am super friendly and shy. But I also am sad sometimes. Every time I see a couple, I just get a sad feeling inside me since no one has ever dated me, and it makes me feel like I'm ugly. But I already know that every place will always have a couple. You can't escape it. But I really like being by myself a lot of times, being alone feels nice.. peaceful.. and calm.