i dont even know why im posting this

i don’t even think anyone reads these anymore.

i just feel like everything is getting heavier and i don’t know where to put it.

i keep acting like i’m okay when i’m really just tired of pretending.

tired of being the person that always understands everyone else but never gets understood back.

if you’ve been distant lately, i probably noticed… i just didn’t say anything.

it’s easier that way.

anyways.

i hope you’re doing better than me.

— posted at like 2:47am for no reason