Dearest N,

24th of June 2026

Day 03 of me writing a blog of unsaid thoughts to forget and get rid of my overwhelming feelings for you.

Hi, I hope you are having a good day. So yes, I decided to reactivate one of my socials again, thinking I won't be that affected anymore. Who am I trying to fool, though? It was never over. My feelings for you are still here, and it's making my stomach churn, and my heart burn. I am glad you are having fun with your friends, though. I am glad you can smile and be happy despite it all. I miss you, and every second I'm always missing you. No matter what I do, no matter how much I distract myself, I'm always back at Day 01. How I wish I could just get rid of my feelings easily, but I don't know what you did to me; I'm hopelessly in love with you. I hate these feelings, actually. I never hate you, though, but sometimes I wish you were not the person I'm having these feelings for. I wish in another universe, all of these had never happened, and that we were nothing but strangers or maybe acquaintances. I wish we had never become friends, and that I had never fallen for you. I wish we were back to the time when we were only having fun. I wish that I had been able to suppress my feelings for you and never confessed that Wednesday night. Maybe then, everything would be alright. 

Sincerely,

Rie