One Hundred Twenty Sixth Entry: Overthinking

I got hit on at the gym today lol. He said I was beautiful and that we should workout together sometime, and the next time he sees me he'll give me his information. Now I'm nervous because if I ever do see him again I'll have to break it to him that I'm basically engaged and I'm afraid that will upset him and he'll hurt me :( Hopefully I just won't ever run into him again, but with my luck I probably will. Then again, it was my first time seeing him there, so who knows. Anyway, me and my mom got smoothies again, and now I'm home writing this. I have anxiety so I'll probably be thinking about the worst possible scenarios until I go to the gym next lol.