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This is a vent/rant cuz i need to get this off my chest
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No Tw's I think everyone should be able to read this <3
This thursday, in 3 days, im going to an amusement park with school and i really dont wanna go for a couple of reasons. First of all it gonna be about 30-40 degrees celcius while its normally no more than 30 in my country. I cant handle heat well and i get headaches, nausea, and stomach aches from it. Because I really dont like busy things and being there without any adult to trust is really hard for me (call me childish idc). My friends do like to go on rides and i feel like im gonna be the one staying with the bags while they have fun. Maybe this is because of bad past friendships and that ive never had a friend who wont leave my side. Im really besties with, im just gonna call her E. I know E wont do that but still i feel like it gonna happen. The ride is also like almost 2 hours and i get carsick so that doesnt really fit either. Because of the long ride we are also away for like the whole day (8am to 7pm) which is way too long for me. I just really really cant handle long days out at busy places.
This is making my stomach hurt from stress writing about so im gonna stop now. Should i just go and hope it turns out okay and hope i dont die or do i ask my parents not to go?
EDIT;
Some teacher just told us it got cancelled and moved to next school year hell yes
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fleur
this rlly depends on what U want (empathize on the 'you')! from reading your blog, i feel like deep down, you don't really want to bcuz all the reasons listed feel quite 'negative' so imagine a balance with a side with 'why i should go' and 'why i shouldnt' to have a clear vision. also, try to erase ALL the assumptions when the outing hasnt happened yet! i know it's hard, esp if you had bad experiences with certain friends but there is no reason for it to go badly this time if you are surrounded by new ppl who value you.
alsooo!!! the whole heat thing, it's true that it's a little ''''special'''' to pick an amusement park on such a warm day but regarding this aspect, your health should just come first bcuz it would be a shame to not enjoy a day bcuz of some sickness
hopefully no matter you pick you won't regret it, take care!!<3
Thank you! I'll try to think of some reasons why i should go
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