Life Is hard man

Today i almost cried in front of my class. I felt so embarrased.  

This time of the year Is always tough for me, vacations give me too much free time to think and combined with graduation season the thought of leaving so many people behind made me emotional. So when I was reminded of all those friends I will never see again, I just couldn't help It, my voice started to tremble and all those emotions almost tore my heart. Being at the verge of tears in front of people I barely know made me feel so ashamed.

I always feel this way when I express my emotions and It Is so exhausting. It's like feeling they will laugh at you even if you know they won't.