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 🪽⁞ What would have become of me?

His brothers were more into rock music. He introduced me to that singer when I was a little girl; it was a DVD he cherished. 12 years later, when I watched that concert from home, I cried. That was The first song i heard from her.

What would have become of me? Maybe I would have pursued something more artistic. He was a model; he taught me how to put outfits together. I always talked to him on Facebook—maybe my first daily chat. I'd give anything to remember that password.

Maybe I would have been more outgoing, maybe I wouldn't have trusted the wrong people. Maybe I'd have a boyfriend by now, maybe I would have been more focused on my studies, maybe I would have been happier. I'm still resentful toward his mother; she never gave me anything of his when it happened, knowing that people were mistaking us for father and daughter.

I hate that they couldn't save you.

I miss you.﹆

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