すやすや (sleep..)

今は９時４７分、そろそろ寝ます…めっちゃ眠いです。

honestly i genuinely don't find myself to be the type sleep early ngl.. actually its lowk the opposite, よく夜更かしをするwwww。i remember back in highschool i used to go through WEEKS staying up late at night to work on assignments (in reality i get distracted and jam out to music most of the time), in fact i think the amount of sleep i get on average throughout my last year in highschool was around 30 minutes to 1 hour.. 学校から遠いところに住んでいるので、毎日早く起きます。

AND TBH IF YOU WENT TO SCHOOL WITH ME you'd probably see me reaping the consequences of that live.. especially if you were in my maths and econs class cause i found myself dozing off in those classes the most frequent. 

one embarrassing moment was when i fell asleep during the break time of my tuesday econs class (we have 15 minute break in the middle of two periods) and then i woke up AND THE CLASS FUCKING ENDED. I SLEPT THROUGH AN ENTIRE PERIOD OF ECONS. this was just a month before the final exams btw so needless to say I WAS PANICKING. 誰も起こしてくれなくて、ちょっとがっかりしました but WHATEVERR people have their own problems to deal with i guess 🙄 there are definitely more embarrassing moments with some having permanently SCARRED me but honestly i'm not too ready to share those memories.. whatever its highschool i'll forget about it soon enough

so perhaps me sleeping early nowadays is to account for the generational debt i have been building up over my entire highschool life staying up late... who would've figured?

i think thats all, ttyl #goodnightall.