scum/kidcrusher lyrics

"Here we go fuck me, well then fuck this life

Want to press my wrist hard against my knife

Want to go real slow as I cut that shit

Watching blood pouring out from the bone deep slit

When I feel I'm trapped and there’s no way out

At these walls I shout and I have no doubt

Like there's no more booze left inside my flask

And my face is gone underneath my mask

I don't really give a fuck about nobody

And my hands are really bloody like the body in thе trunk

On my money, rusty, gutty, stripped of jewеlry and money

Blown away with a sawed off shotty wrinkling like a rubber skunk

What my mommy used to call me, I no longer can remember

Lovin' to murder and dismember, head is clouded like the bong

Born in April or December and I think I come from Denver

But I got this foreign accent and so I guess it could be wrong" - Scum (Not Ok)

"It ain't no point to me waking up,

Everybody's time I'm taking up,

I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near,

I can't stay here & it's colder there,

I don't wanna look back 'cause it's gonna hurt,

I slice my wrist & it's gonna squirt,

For me everybody holds a hate,

I get backstabbed & everybody holds the stake,

It's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive,

Busting at myself & I'm trying to survive,

I'll disappoint you, & I will let you down,

And I ain't got many home boys coming around,

You don't understand, so don't say you do,

I swear I'll put a motherfucking slug in you,

I'm the only one,

The lonely one,

At home alone loading a gun, thinking "Why not?" - Kidcrusher (suicide hotline)