daily life rn.

i dont want my entire life to be a collection of letting go.

For once, i want someone to fight for me, to choose me purposefully, and to show me that I am worthy of being held onto. I'm tired of being the one who always understands always forgives always stays. I want someone's peace, not just their lesson. Someone who sees my scars and choose me anyway. Not because they need me, but because they want me, fully and without hesitation.